564. XI. HE WHO HAS NEVER PRACTICED REPENTANCE, OR WHO HAS NOT LOOKED INTO AND EXAMINED HIMSELF, AT LENGTH DOES NOT KNOW WHAT IS CONDEMNATORY EVIL AND WHAT IS SAVING GOOD.
As few persons in the Reformed Christian world practice repentance, attention is drawn to this fact, that he who has not looked into and examined himself at length does not know what is condemnatory evil and what is saving good; for he has no religion to lead him to that knowledge. The evil which a man does not see, recognize and acknowledge, remains with him, and becomes more and more deeply rooted, until at length it closes up the interiors of his mind so that he becomes first natural, then sensual and at last corporeal. In all these states he is not aware of any condemnatory evil or saving good, and he becomes like a tree planted on a hard rock, which spreads its roots among the crevices, and at length withers away from lack of moisture.
[2] Every properly educated man is rational and moral; but there are two ways to rationality, one leading from the world and the other from heaven. He who becomes rational and moral from the world, and not also from heaven, is only rational and moral in outward speech and behavior, but inwardly he is a beast, in fact a wild beast, because he acts in unison with those who are in hell, where all are of this character. On the other hand, he who is rational and moral from both the world and heaven, is truly rational and moral, because he is so in spirit, speech and behavior. For the spiritual, which actuates the natural, the sensual and the corporeal, is within his speech and actions as their soul. Such a man also acts in unison with those who are in heaven. There is, then, a spiritually rational and moral man, and also a merely naturally rational and moral man. In the world these are indistinguishable, especially if the latter has acquired by practice the habit of hypocrisy; but by the angels in heaven they are distinguished as clearly as doves from owls, and as sheep from tigers.
[3] The merely natural man can see what is evil and what is good in others, and can also reprove others; but as he has not looked into and examined himself, he does not see any evil in himself; and if any is pointed out to him by some one else, he covers it over by plausible reasoning, as a serpent hides its head in the dust; or he plunges deeply into it as a hornet buries itself in mire. He acts thus from the delight of evil, which envelops him as a thick mist hangs over a marsh, absorbing and suffocating the rays of light. This is the delight of hell, which emanating thence, flows into every man, into the soles of his feet, the back, and the back part of the head. If it is allowed to enter the fore part of the head and the breast, the man then becomes a slave to hell; for the cerebrum of man is the seat of the understanding and of wisdom, but the cerebellum is the seat of the will and its love. It is for this reason that there are two brains. This infernal delight is amended, reformed and inverted only by means of what is spiritually rational and moral.