An After-Breakfast Conversation
Por Joe David
(A commentary on John 21:15-25)
In the first part of this chapter, seven of the Lord's disciples had come home to Galilee. They had gone fishing, seen Jesus on the shore, followed his instructions to fish on the right side of the boat, dragged a net loaded with 153 fish to shore, and... as the second half of the chapter begins, they have just finished breaking their fast with Him. Now they are relaxing.
Jesus says to Peter,"Do you love me?" and Peter, perhaps a little startled at the question, thinking that the answer is obvious, answers "yes", and Jesus responds, "Feed my lambs". Twice more this sequence is repeated, but with some changes. Then, after this unusual conversation, the Lord tells them all a little parable about being young and later being old. Then the Lord tells Peter to follow him, and Peter, apparently jealous, asks what John is supposed to do. The Lord mildly rebukes Peter’s jealousy by saying, "If this man tarry until I come what is that to you?", but then He tells John also to follow him.
Finally, the gospel of John, and indeed the collection of all four gospels, closes with an explanation by John that he is the writer of this gospel.
So now, let’s look more closely at the conversation, the parable, and the outbreak of jealousy.
Only two of the seven disciples, Peter and John, are mentioned in this part of the story. Peter represents faith, or truth, but truth about spiritual things that we really believe are from God. John represents good, or love to the neighbor. The former resides in the understanding part of the mind and the latter in the will part of the mind.
In telling Peter to feed His sheep, the Lord is saying that to follow Him means to preach the truths that all the disciples now know about the Lord, His coming, and about how a life should be led, in order to be a follower of the Lord in a new church. In the conversation the Lord is direct and probing. "Simon, son of Jonas, lovest thou me more than these?" I think Peter is being asked whether he loves the Lord, Jesus, more than he loves his fellow Galilean friends, though it’s ambiguous, it could mean "do you love me more than these other six do?’ When Peter answers the first time he says "Lord thou knowest that I love thee."
With this first of the three probing questions, the Lord answers "Feed my lambs," while after that the response is "Feed my sheep." Sheep and lambs both represent people who are in a love of doing good, but while sheep means those who love to do good for the sake of the neighbor, lambs mean those who do good for the sake of the Lord. The first is spiritual good, and the second is higher, and is called celestial good. But people who wish to do good at first don’t know what is good; they need to learn that from the Word and be taught. This is why Peter is told to "feed them", which is to say that truth must indicate how good is to be done. In order to do things that are good, the will's wanting to, and the understanding's knowing how to go about it, must be conjoined. For a successful Christian life, or on a larger scale, a Christian church, 'Peter' and 'John' must work in harmony.
Then comes the parable. "When you were young you got yourself ready and did what you wanted on your own. But when you become old, you have to reach out for help and another shall carry you where you don’t want to go."
This doesn’t seem to fit in here, but of course it does, and in two ways. The first way is given in the Biblical text; it is about the Lord’s death, that all the prophecies were leading Him to His crucifixion, as is mentioned. The second way is a lesson for all of us. When we are young, confident, and strong, we feel that we can do what we want and don’t need any help. Temptations to do evil we ourselves can deal with. But when we grow wiser we realize that all our strength comes from the lord, and if we continue to depend only on ourselves, the temptations from the hells will be too strong and we will be led into doing what the hells want for us, not what we want. We must learn at the start to follow the Lord and depend on Him. This he says at the end of the parable, where it seems not to fit until we understand the parable. "And when He had spoken this He saith unto (them), follow Me." That’s what we need to do also.
Peter is happy to do this preaching of the truth and maybe feels that he has been singled out, but he also realizes that John also loves the Lord and is loved in return. So he asks "And what is this man supposed to do?" It seems that the needed harmony is not yet present, and that Peter is jealous of the bond, and probably hopes to be assured that he is number one... but that doesn’t happen. Peter is simply told that it doesn’t matter; he needs to do the job he has been given.
I’m reminded of the story of Jacob and Esau, in Genesis 25, where Esau is the firstborn and will inherit the birthright and blessing from Isaac, as his due. Jacob by craft devised by his mother deceives Isaac and steals what is Esau’s. Then he runs off to Padan-Aram and stays there with his uncle and becomes rich. It is only on his return journey that he wrestles with the angel and has his name changed to Israel, that he again meets Esau. The change of name means that now that Jacob is rich with truth from the Word, now with the friendly meeting with Esau, also rich, that the two twins can in parable, be merged into one personage, called Israel, meaning the joining of good and truth in the mind.
Esau means something similar to John, they both represent goodness or true charity. Jacob means something similar to Peter, they both represent truth learned from the Word. Any seeming enmity between them as to which is more important can make them both useless, and in a person who is becoming angelic (as everyone should be aiming for), there is no enmity. Truth enables good, and good inspires truth in order to get something done. Although we can think and speak of them separately, they are (perfectly in the Lord and less so in angels) conjoined into a oneness so as to be seen as married. The marriage of the Lord's Divine good and Divine truth is the origin of all creation. Yes, all creation.
This marriage of good and truth, and the need for both to work in our lives, in balance and harmony, is a core New Christian concept.
In the Gospels, there is just one more story that takes place after this one. In it, the rest of the disciples join the seven mentioned here to hear the Lord’s last commands.
Luke 9
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He called the twelve together, and gave them power and authority over all demons, and to cure diseases.
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He sent them forth to preach the Kingdom of God, and to heal the sick.
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He said to them, "Take nothing for your journey--neither staffs, nor wallet, nor bread, nor money; neither have two coats apiece.
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Into whatever house you enter, stay there, and depart from there.
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As many as don't receive you, when you depart from that city, shake off even the dust from your feet for a testimony against them."
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They departed, and went throughout the villages, preaching the Good News, and healing everywhere.
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Now Herod the tetrarch heard of all that was done by him; and he was very perplexed, because it was said by some that John had risen from the dead,
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and by some that Elijah had appeared, and by others that one of the old prophets had risen again.
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Herod said, "John I beheaded, but who is this, about whom I hear such things?" He sought to see him.
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The apostles, when they had returned, told him what things they had done. He took them, and withdrew apart to a deserted place of a city called Bethsaida.
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But the multitudes, perceiving it, followed him. He welcomed them, and spoke to them of the Kingdom of God, and he cured those who needed healing.
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The day began to wear away; and the twelve came, and said to him, "Send the multitude away, that they may go into the surrounding villages and farms, and lodge, and get food, for we are here in a deserted place."
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But he said to them, "You give them something to eat." They said, "We have no more than five loaves and two fish, unless we should go and buy food for all these people."
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For they were about five thousand men. He said to his disciples, "Make them sit down in groups of about fifty each."
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They did so, and made them all sit down.
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He took the five loaves and the two fish, and looking up to the sky, he blessed them, and broke them, and gave them to the disciples to set before the multitude.
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They ate, and were all filled. They gathered up twelve baskets of broken pieces that were left over.
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It happened, as he was praying alone, that the disciples were with him, and he asked them, "Who do the multitudes say that I am?"
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They answered, "'John the Baptizer,' but others say, 'Elijah,' and others, that one of the old prophets is risen again."
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He said to them, "But who do you say that I am?" Peter answered, "The Christ of God."
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But he warned them, and commanded them to tell this to no one,
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saying, "The Son of Man must suffer many things, and be rejected by the elders, chief priests, and scribes, and be killed, and the third day be raised up."
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He said to all, "If anyone desires to come after me, let him deny himself, take up his cross, and follow me.
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For whoever desires to save his life will lose it, but whoever will lose his life for my sake, the same will save it.
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For what does it profit a man if he gains the whole world, and loses or forfeits his own self?
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For whoever will be ashamed of me and of my words, of him will the Son of Man be ashamed, when he comes in his glory, and the glory of the Father, and of the holy angels.
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But I tell you the truth: There are some of those who stand here, who will in no way taste of death, until they see the Kingdom of God."
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It happened about eight days after these sayings, that he took with him Peter, John, and James, and went up onto the mountain to pray.
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As he was praying, the appearance of his face was altered, and his clothing became white and dazzling.
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Behold, two men were talking with him, who were Moses and Elijah,
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who appeared in glory, and spoke of his departure, which he was about to accomplish at Jerusalem.
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Now Peter and those who were with him were heavy with sleep, but when they were fully awake, they saw his glory, and the two men who stood with him.
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It happened, as they were parting from him, that Peter said to Jesus, "Master, it is good for us to be here. Let's make three tents: one for you, and one for Moses, and one for Elijah," not knowing what he said.
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While he said these things, a cloud came and overshadowed them, and they were afraid as they entered into the cloud.
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A voice came out of the cloud, saying, "This is my beloved Son. Listen to him!"
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When the voice came, Jesus was found alone. They were silent, and told no one in those days any of the things which they had seen.
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It happened on the next day, when they had come down from the mountain, that a great multitude met him.
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Behold, a man from the crowd called out, saying, "Teacher, I beg you to look at my son, for he is my only child.
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Behold, a spirit takes him, he suddenly cries out, and it convulses him so that he foams, and it hardly departs from him, bruising him severely.
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I begged your disciples to cast it out, and they couldn't."
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Jesus answered, "Faithless and perverse generation, how long shall I be with you and bear with you? Bring your son here."
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While he was still coming, the demon threw him down and convulsed him violently. But Jesus rebuked the unclean spirit, and healed the boy, and gave him back to his father.
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They were all astonished at the majesty of God. But while all were marveling at all the things which Jesus did, he said to his disciples,
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"Let these words sink into your ears, for the Son of Man will be delivered up into the hands of men."
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But they didn't understand this saying. It was concealed from them, that they should not perceive it, and they were afraid to ask him about this saying.
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There arose an argument among them about which of them was the greatest.
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Jesus, perceiving the reasoning of their hearts, took a little child, and set him by his side,
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and said to them, "Whoever receives this little child in my name receives me. Whoever receives me receives him who sent me. For whoever is least among you all, this one will be great."
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John answered, "Master, we saw someone casting out demons in your name, and we forbade him, because he doesn't follow with us."
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Jesus said to him, "Don't forbid him, for he who is not against us is for us."
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It came to pass, when the days were near that he should be taken up, he intently set his face to go to Jerusalem,
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and sent messengers before his face. They went, and entered into a village of the Samaritans, so as to prepare for him.
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They didn't receive him, because he was traveling with his face set towards Jerusalem.
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When his disciples, James and John, saw this, they said, "Lord, do you want us to command fire to come down from the sky, and destroy them, just as Elijah did?"
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But he turned and rebuked them, "You don't know of what kind of spirit you are.
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For the Son of Man didn't come to destroy men's lives, but to save them." They went to another village.
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As they went on the way, a certain man said to him, "I want to follow you wherever you go, Lord."
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Jesus said to him, "The foxes have holes, and the birds of the sky have nests, but the Son of Man has no place to lay his head."
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He said to another, "Follow me!" But he said, "Lord, allow me first to go and bury my father."
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But Jesus said to him, "Leave the dead to bury their own dead, but you go and announce the Kingdom of God."
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Another also said, "I want to follow you, Lord, but first allow me to say good-bye to those who are at my house."
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But Jesus said to him, "No one, having put his hand to the plow, and looking back, is fit for the Kingdom of God."
