DOUBT GEORGE DE CHARMS 1955
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NEW CHURCH LIFE
VOL. LXXV JANUARY, 1955 No. 1
"Jesus saith unto him, Thomas, because thou hast seen Me, thou hast believed: blessed are they that have not seen, and yet have believed." (John 20:29)
Thomas had refused to accept the testimony of hid fellow-disciples concerning the resurrection of the Lord, saying: "Except I shall see in His hands the print of the nails, and put my finger into the print of the nails, and thrust my hand into His side, I will not believe." Because of this he has been called "doubting Thomas," and has been regarded as the type or symbol of that determined skepticism which demands sensual proof as the only criterion of faith. Yet Thomas was not the only one who doubted. The need to see the Lord after He had risen, not once, but several times, in order to dispel their doubts and firmly establish their faith was shared by all the apostles. When Mary Magdalene returned from the empty sepulchre to tell the other disciples that the Lord was indeed alive, and had been seen by her, they "believed not" (Mark 16:11). And when the women who were with her declared that they, too, had seen the risen Lord, "their words seemed to them as idle tales, and they believed them not" (Matthew 28:9; Luke 24:10, 11). Even long afterward, when the Lord appeared to the eleven on a mountain in Galilee, it is said that "they worshipped Him: but some doubted" (Matthew 28:17). Thomas expressed his doubt more openly and more vehemently than the others; but once he had been convinced he seemed to have a faith even greater than theirs; for when the Lord appeared to him and said: "Reach hither thy finger, and behold My hands; and reach hither thy hand, and thrust it into My side: and be not faithless, but believing," Thomas said at once; "My Lord, and my God." This was the most complete confession of the Lord's Divinity that had yet been made by any man. Yet the Lord rebuked him, saying: "Thomas, because thou hast seen Me, thou hast believed: blessed are they that have not seen, and yet have believed."
Everyone comes into doubt. To do so is unavoidable because doubt necessarily precedes faith. The Lord rebuked Thomas, not because he doubted, but because within his doubt there was a spirit of determination not to believe. That this unwillingness was a temporary state, induced by the emotional strain under which he suffered at the time, is clear from the fact that he so unhesitatingly responded to the Lord's plea, "Be not faithless, but believing," and that he remained ever afterward a steadfast disciple of the Lord. Yet the Lord used his momentary lapse to teach the truth that the real enemy of faith is not the doubt that springs from ignorance, but man's unwillingness to believe. One who does not know cannot help being in doubt; but if he is willing and eager to learn, his doubts may be dispelled. On the other hand, no amount of knowledge can convince a man against his will. By overwhelming evidence he may I be induced, for a time, to confess belief, but deep in his heart he will still deny.
The appearance is that proof produces faith, but the truth is otherwise. The purpose of external evidence is not to create belief, but merely to confirm it. Faith must come first that confirmation may follow. No one would ever discover the cure for any disease unless he were convinced that such a cure existed. No one would find the answer to any problem unless he first believed that there was an answer to be found. Every invention, and every discovery in the world, has been made by men who firmly believed in them long before they had been proved-men of vision, who by their faith accomplished what others regarded as impossible.
Faith is indeed a belief in things invisible and intangible to the bodily senses. One, therefore, who insists upon sensual demonstration before he is willing to believe can never be convinced. He will always regard faith as an unfounded confidence in what is visionary and unreal. But, happily, things that cannot be perceived by the senses can be seen by the mind. Faith, rightly understood, is nothing but mental and spiritual vision. And the sight of the mind is far more real than the sight of the body. All mental sight is indeed based upon physical sensation. We can neither imagine anything, nor think anything, that is not made up of sensations we have actually experienced. Sense impressions are the source material of all factual knowledge. But these impressions constantly pour in upon the mind in haphazard confusion. Regarded in themselves, they have no meaning. That which gives them significance is the way they are related to one another and the laws that govern these relationships, especially the laws that govern their relation to the needs and the satisfactions of human life.
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Note, however, that relationships are invisible to the eye and laws are intangible to the senses. They are things that can be seen only by the mind. Yet they are what men call truths, and they are very real; for on the vision of these invisible things everything depends that is of real worth and value to man and to his life.
There is, of course, such a thing as blind faith. It is a belief that is imposed from without, a belief in things we have been told by others in whom we have confidence; a belief in things we have taken for granted without reflection, or a belief that has been induced upon the mind by signs and wonders. Everyone begins with this kind of faith. It is the faith of infancy and childhood, naive, credulous, and unreliable because founded on superficial appearances or on insufficient knowledge. It is a faith that lacks insight and perceptive understanding. One who clings with stubborn insistence to this kind of faith can never attain to intelligence or wisdom. The only means of escape from such a binding and stultifying faith is the doubt that stimulates the mind to question, to investigate, to examine, and to compare one's accepted ideas with new and modifying evidence. This is the doubt within which there is a love of truth and a willingness to believe. It is a doubt that arises, not from a denial of the truth, but from an acknowledgment of one's own ignorance and the limitations of one's own understanding, together with an eager desire to discover the real truth.
That alone which produces insight is the love of truth. It is this love that gives light to the mind, stirs the imagination, inspires thought, orders chaotic sensations into meaningful patterns, and enables one to recognize their interrelations, the laws that govern them, the functions and uses that lie concealed within them.
Knowledge must precede faith, because we can have no idea, no mental image whatever, that is not made up of some ordered arrangement of sensations that have come to us from without. But there are two kinds of knowledge, and therefore we are taught that there are two foundations of truth. One is the world of nature, and the other is the Word of God. Nature is the source of all natural knowledge, that kind of knowledge from which, by insight, men can discover the truth that leads to the advance of civilization, to the improvement of the external conditions under which men live. But without a knowledge of spiritual things derived from Divine revelation, man can learn nothing about God, or about heaven and the life after death, or about the life of religion, that is, the life of man's spirit. To impart this kind of knowledge is the sole purpose of the Word and the Divine reason why it has been given. But the understanding of the Word, like the understanding of nature, depends upon a faith that precedes proof.
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Just as men must believe that there is an understandable solution to their natural problems, if they are ever to seek and to find the answers, so also they must believe that there is a God who can speak to men, revealing His Divine attributes, making known His will, setting forth the laws of spiritual and eternal life. This faith is possible to all, because the human mind is created not only to perceive the truth of nature but also to perceive the truth of revelation. Every man is born with a dictate that there is a God, and that He is one. And every child responds spontaneously to the teaching that is given in the Word concerning the Lord. The religious faith of childhood is indeed unreliable. It is undiscriminating. It is based, not on insight, but on confidence in parents and teachers. A child's ideas concerning God and heaven, and his conscience of what is right and wrong, just and honorable, true and good, are formed, of necessity, in accord with his personal knowledge and experience. In this respect they are no different from his ideas concerning the material world about him. But just as he is capable of perceiving that there is a truth, a law, a purpose, and a use to be discovered in nature, so also he is capable of perceiving that there is a deeper truth, a law, a Divine will and purpose, concealed within the teaching of the Word and to be discovered there. This perception is spontaneous, because the mind of man is created to see spiritual truth, just as it is created to see natural truth. And this perception is the faith that must precede proof-the faith that inspires investigation, thought, reflection and a search for confirmation, that it may be firmly established. It gives rise to doubt, in which, however, there is a willingness to believe.
This first-born faith, which, in the Lord's providence, is instilled with every child for the sake of his salvation, can be destroyed. The loves of self and the world, which are innate with every one from heredity, instill doubts that spring from the fear of losing natural advantages, wealth or reputation, or the opportunity to achieve some temporal ambition. These are the doubts that make a man unwilling to believe in the reality, the supreme value and importance of spiritual truth. They induce him to demand sensual or scientific proof before he will believe. Of such the Lord said: "If they hear not Moses and the prophets, neither will they be persuaded, though one rose from the dead" (Luke 16:31). And this is the kind of doubt that the Lord rebuked in Thomas, when He said: "Because thou hast seen Me, thou hast believed: blessed are they that have not seen, and yet have believed."
By no means did the Lord intend to infer that they are "blessed" who stubbornly cling to a blind faith. One who believes in the Lord before he has seen Him is one who is inspired by that love of spiritual truth which is insinuated in early childhood; the love that gives delight in the teaching of the Word, and that opens the mind to perceive the deeper implications of that teaching.
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This love leads one to investigate, to read, to reflect, to search for greater knowledge, that his faith may be strengthened and confirmed. It indeed gives rise to doubts, to critical analysis and keen questioning, within which, however, there is a willingness, nay, an eagerness, to believe. It enables him to see reasons, relationships, and uses; that is, spiritual riches to be gained, and wonderful objectives to be achieved, which others pass by unseeing. It points the way to all spiritual progress, to the development of true character, and to the recognition and conquest of hidden evils. It enlightens his mind to see unnumbered confirmations of his fundamental belief, while at the same time it discloses the errors and imperfections in his first-formed ideas.
We are told in the Writings that "those who believe and do not see" are those who do not desire signs or external proofs that would compel belief, but truths from the Word, and thus an understanding faith (AE 1156:2). A blind faith, we are taught, is a faith imposed from without by miracles and wonders; or one that rests on the authority of men, or on the persuasion of traditional acceptance. "But spiritual faith is that which is insinuated by an internal, and at the same time by an external, way; the insinuation by an internal way causes it to be believed; and then that which is insinuated by an external way causes it to be confirmed." To be insinuated by an "internal way" is to perceive a truth in the light of love-the love of spiritual truth that is the God-given faculty imparted to every man in infancy and childhood. And to be insinuated by an "external way" is to enlarge, correct, and perfect this faith by careful examination, questioning, and thought, in the light of that same love. Only these two together can lead to genuine intelligence and wisdom, to a true life of religion, and at last, to the eternal use and happiness of heaven. Wherefore the Lord said: "Thomas, because thou hast seen Me, thou hast believed: blessed are they that have not seen, and yet have believed." Amen.
LESSONS: Luke 16:19-31. John 20:19-29. AC 4760.
MUSIC: Liturgy, pages 448, 482, 510. Psalmody, page 316.
PRAYERS: Liturgy, nos. 13, 113.
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